Jordyn’s Rocky Journey
My Adventures with an Uncontrollable Body
ENERGY CHANNELS THROUGH ME
By Jordyn
I am going to attempt to share how my body feels and responds when I am being given energetic information to embody, transmute, or deliver to the World. I just want to say, first, that my body responds the way MY body responds. Others may have a different experience altogether. My hope is, that in hearing my experience, you will have greater compassion and understanding for the gifted individuals in your life who may also get caring downloads from higher consciousness.
Getting a download feels different than getting pulled to energetically assist others in a crisis. The latter is a pull, a drain, and doesn’t require me to integrate high frequency information into my earthly meat sack. The latter is pure giving and leaves me drained. The latter is something I have learned to balance, pick and choose, and adjust based on the intensity of the situation. Living through the pandemic and getting my liver transplanted have taught me to look out for mySelf, and body, in a big way.
Being a vessel to support the bringing forth of a New World – based in unity, not separation – includes going through my own evolution. Getting equipped to bring a higher frequency energy to the good dense Earth, has been a serious business of 100% being comfortable in my body, allowing me to stay present here when being inundated with higher frequency information.
Even with all the work I have done to get my great essence into this body, there are times where I feel like my body just can’t hold it. As I’ve described in previous posts, I walk a fine line between regulated and dysregulated using all the strategies I have to maintain my composure. It doesn’t take much to tip me over the edge.
So, when the Powers that Be choose to send me a big loving, full of mission fulfilling information, download, my body lovingly goes over that edge. I must move and jump and express sounds that look to the outsider like I am in distress. It is stressful for my body, but fulfilling for my soul. Chaos on the outside helps me bring all that life-affirming energetic information here to the planet.
Love is allowing Joy to express itself without judgement, being genuinely curious about what my experience is, and letting go of constraints imposed by society around good productive contributions to it. Only I get to say if I’m giving my all to Life and this Earth.