The Trajectory of Love

December 2016 Monthly Energy Update

Let anything that arises from the unconscious be recognized as an expression of love. Receive it in love. Meet it with the love that you are.


Suzy and Meredith clearly intend for this information to offer you a much broader perspective of Who You Are based on the current energetic patterns and the means to coherently integrate that awareness into your human experience – right here, right now!

Suzy’s skill set allows her to clearly experience the multi-dimensional mastery of any collective group so that that mastery can be consciously experienced and expressed by each participating individual. She does this by weaving together the best elements of each individual’s energy pattern into a collective tapestry or template that can be offered back to the whole group as information, guided meditation and vibrational experiences.

We hope you find this information helpful in uncovering both your mastery and your vulnerabilities. From this perspective, we need both in order to step into the new human template!


We all have recurrent patterns and experiences that we wish we didn’t have. These patterns gain our attention primarily because they are uncomfortable, painful or limiting. For instance, if you have the fear-based program of abandonment, then that pattern will play out in relationship dynamics over and over.

Many of these programs were established in childhood and can be tracked to some of our earliest memories. Others were imprinted on us as children according to our family’s lineage. Some programs seem beyond personal experience and come from prior incarnations.

Regardless of origin these fear-based patterns are deeply woven into our subconscious.

These subconscious patterns project outward in the form of recurrent life experiences. You date the same type of person over and over again. Your career reaches a certain level of success then reliably stalls. Your life unfolds according to ancestral lore despite your best efforts to escape the fate of your parents.

 Eventually we begin to notice patterns within our experiences. We may feel wrong, ashamed or broken for having these patterns. We may form our identity around our ‘issues’ and challenging experiences.  We may feel as if the whole world is working against us. Usually we want to eliminate, alter or ignore our patterns.

We can only numb out, place blame, distract ourselves, or beat ourselves up for so long before we seek real and lasting change.

 In the process of wrestling with our patterns we seek broader expressions of ourselves. Our childhood challenges, losses or abuse are the same experiences that put us on the path of looking for unconditional love. They push us toward a more refined awareness and expression of the love that we are.

Along that journey we develop skill sets, like healing or telepathy, as by-products of realizing the love that we are. We may even apply those skill sets to our programming in an attempt to undo it. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t.

One of the reasons it doesn’t work is that we go out to the subtle aspects of the love that we are and stop. We get there and really like that vantage point of being big, of being love. Many end up remaining in that energy as a form of escape.

Experiencing ourselves from a broader state of love is a beautiful step in the journey.

 However, it’s not until we go one step further and apply that love to our human experiences that we can neutralize the fear-based unconscious time loop patterns.

It’s not enough to express and experience ourselves in other realities, dimensions and timelines. That’s just the phase of us becoming aware that we’re bigger than what we’ve perceived ourselves to be. Our opportunity is to bring that information into our humanity by seeing that recurrent pattern come up and then by loving that particular expression of ourselves.

In the moment we love our patterns we remind our unconscious that we are, and have always been, love.

 The love that we are then becomes projected into our outer landscape in the form of loving experiences.

It may seem as if love has finally arrived but in actuality the true trajectory of love had originated with imprinting patterns in your subconscious. Love projected them into your experience so that you could see them. Love sent you out looking for who you really are. Love encouraged you to lovingly respond to the pattern.

We are always on the trajectory to return to the love that we are. From the moment we leave Source to the moment we know ourselves as Source, we are on a clear path that is directed by love, created by love and returning us to love.

Love is the only thing that can actually create.

Love is a creative force in and of itself. Love dictates and directs all of our life experiences. It brings subconscious patterns to the surface and projects them as life experiences in order to expand our awareness. Love keeps the pattern repeating itself until we’ve had the opportunity to consciously love beyond what we have been able to love before. Love wants you to be aware of anything and everything that may keep you from the fullest expression of yourself.

Fear on the other hand doesn’t create unless we give it attention. Most of us fail to consider that every expression of our reality is working for us rather than against us. It’s easy to get hung up in the pattern rather than embrace the opportunity it brings. It’s easy to look at a challenging situation and deny it came from a state of love. Allow yourself to see that love is always at work on your behalf!

Remember that everything in our lives is designed to bring us home to the love that we are. Anything that appears contrary to that fact is an opportunity to expand ourselves as love.

Our only job is to be easy on ourselves as we offer love to our fear-based patterns.